This past week has been hell. So much pain, physically and emotionally. I have spent time trying to heal and it’s been quite a process.

To be honest, I’ve wanted to quit.

The knock to my physical body has also hit my heart really hard and we have been fighting on a spiritual level too. Half my team are really feeling a deep level of emotional pain right now and I KNOW it’s because we spend our lives pushing back the darkness.

When following your calling and pulling others out of the dark, there is always push back and, over the years, I have experienced it numerous times, but I don’t remember it being this heavy.

Darkness will always try to extinguish the light and this past week it has stepped up a notch, but we will not give in. We will not back down. And I will intentionally keep pushing forward in this calling.

Why? Why don’t I walk away when so many would advise me to?

Because of this little face right here, because of his Mama, because of all of our friends who are trapped in the darkness without a way out.

We are called to expose Hope to others because without hope we have nothing. Our sex industry friends have lost hope. Many have had it forcefully stripped from them in the most terrifying ways. Without my team going into the darkness and pushing it back it is highly likely that they will never find their Hope again.

And so it it this to which I hold…

WE HAVE THIS HOPE AS AN ANCHOR FOR THE SOUL, FIRM AND SECURE. IT ENTERS THE INNER SANCTUARY BEHIND THE VEIL. Hebrews 6.19.

Behind the veil is the very presence of God, of Hope, of Love. And that is where we are operating from.

So we keep pushing. Keep loving. Keep on focusing. Because without our work our friends may never hope again.

TOGETHER WE ARE STRONGER

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